I think whatever I'm doing with you, as...as a person, means I'm not much good to you as a doctor. And maybe that's okay.
And if that means that you don't feel like you can stay here anymore, if that's not what I'm going to be, then that's your decision.
As for me being happy...I don't know how to not be a doctor here, how to not at least try, and I think that's what has me so twisted up because this is--"
She gestures helplessly between them.
"--whatever, but it's not doctor-patient. It hasn't been for a while, and I don't know what to do with it, not here.
So maybe you do need to leave."
Maybe we both do is ready on her tongue, but she presses her lips into a thin line and keeps it tight behind her teeth.
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"I think.
I think whatever I'm doing with you, as...as a person, means I'm not much good to you as a doctor. And maybe that's okay.
And if that means that you don't feel like you can stay here anymore, if that's not what I'm going to be, then that's your decision.
As for me being happy...I don't know how to not be a doctor here, how to not at least try, and I think that's what has me so twisted up because this is--"
She gestures helplessly between them.
"--whatever, but it's not doctor-patient. It hasn't been for a while, and I don't know what to do with it, not here.
So maybe you do need to leave."
Maybe we both do is ready on her tongue, but she presses her lips into a thin line and keeps it tight behind her teeth.